I have this obsession with love songs. I know that for a 19 year old girl this might be typical, but I find myself listening to these songs and writing down lines everywhere: notebooks, my phone, occasionally even my hand. Love in general fascinates me I guess. Growing up, watching all these movies, listening to proclamations and confessions of earth shattering love, its not the issue of whether I question if its out there, its a question of do I, along with every other person out there, have the chance to find it. Now I'm not talking about your ordinary love people, I'm talking about loss of sleep, difficulty breathing, life changing soul-mate stuff. I guess in the words of Taylor Swift, I'm waiting for my prince charming. But since this is my first blog, which by the way- I'm still trying to figure out how i convinced myself to spill my guts out to the world on the internet- I think its only fair if I share a few things about my life. I'm in my first year of college, and i feel like I've done enough emotional growing in the past year to last for a long time! This part of life is incredibly strange, I can't really describe it other than maybe its like I'm coming into my own. I know what i want for the first time in forever, and its not the "I'm saying this so I don't have to say I have no plan", its a legitimate "I want to strive to be great at this for the rest of my life" kind of thing. Im starting to fathom what it takes to become an adult and the amount of work life requires-and it scares and excites the shiz out of me. hahah I want so many things, and even more, with my whole being, i don't want them to end up as just dreams. Part of me can't wait to rush forward and see what the future holds, while the other part wants to soak up every part of the present. So this is me, uncensored for the most part. Oh and if you didn't know, I want to basically be the white, female version of Tyler Perry. That man is genius! peace.

2 comments

1. Delainey on March 10, 2010 at 10:20 PM

   "I want to basically be the white, female version of Tyler Perry."
   
   You would make a fantastic, white, female version of Tyler Perry.

    
2. Melissa Fenerci on March 17, 2010 at 7:22 PM

   I loved reading this! and i feel ya sister! lol =)